Cuz I heard Jesus, He drank wine And I bet we’d get along just fine, He could calm a storm and heal the blind, And I bet He’d understand a Heart like Mine

Saturday, July 30, 2011

And this is where it gets complicated....

Ready for another {This Is Such a 16-Year-Old-Girl Post}?  Of course you are!  I'll get around to my story in a minute, but first I gotta talk about my best friend.  The one who was in the wreck and the one who is like my sister.  She's been dating S.(code name) for nearly 2 years and they're supposedly in love.  BUT there's somebody else who she can't let go of yet.  His code name shall be "L."
Carrying on.
So she's "in love" with S.  but  few "things" have happened between her and L.  Most recently a "accidental" kiss.
Excuse my cussing but Accidental my ASS!  They're both in love with each other but God knows they're both to stubborn to admit it.
Kate herself admits that she's not over him and she hopes she's over him soon because her and S. are gonna get married after she turns 18(next year)....she says if she's not of L. by the time her and S. get married, at least she'll have somebody to "run to" when S. makes her mad.  *Cue me trying to keep myself from blowing up and explaining to the hard head that that would be called having an AFFAIR.*
And the really sad thing is L. has a girlfriend and a baby.  But I'd bout bet money on the fact that he loves Kate more than his own GF.  And the kicker?  L. sent Kate all the lyrics to George Strait's song You Look So Good in Love...even I think that's the saddest/most romantic thing on the face of this earth!!!
I can't hardly handle settin there with Kate while she looks at pictures of him on her phone that she's saved. And when she holds her phone up to show me the picture of his baby and says "At least she's got a good mamma" in the saddest freakin voice I've ever heard?  I bout wanna go shoot S. and L.'s girlfriend so they can be together!!
I just don't want to see Kate go into a marriage with S. and start thinking that maybe her and L. were meant to be.    She says her and L.  couldn't ever get along long enough to be married/live together, but she somehow can get along with her ba**ard of a boyfriend she's got now?  I don't know....just seems like if I was her I'd follow my heart.  I just want to see her happy and I know her eyes light up alot more when she talks about L. than they do when she's even around S.
And if her and L. don't end up together and L. marries his girl, I hope Kate's over it cuz it'll probably kill her to "lose" him like that.
It's just annoying to think maybe Kate's still with S. because everybody expects her to be.
Anyway, I'm hoping that something's gonna change to where she either gets over L. or they end up together.
The bad thing about it is the fact that Kate doesn't realize how many girls, including me, would kill to go out with L.


NOW, onto myself's own relationship problems.  I still like Him alot...and turns out he's still been asking kate about me. There's just somethin bout that boy that I can't let go of....

Anyways I guess I'm done gripin bout all this teenage stuff
Adios!
Josie

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