Cuz I heard Jesus, He drank wine And I bet we’d get along just fine, He could calm a storm and heal the blind, And I bet He’d understand a Heart like Mine

Thursday, November 17, 2011

Yesterday sucked.  Defiantly big time SUCKED.  Well technically, last night sucked.  Yesterday wasn't too bad, other than my headache that went on from 7:30am till 9:00pm.  Oh and I got to see *ahem* him...hehehehe acccckkk :)))).  Ok anyway.  Saw him in Handy's when I went to get a pop before we went and got lunch and ol Eddie came strollin in about the time I was paying for my pop.  He was lookin damn good too, I'm not gonna lie.  Lol anyway, played that off cool when mama asked if that was him.  I restrained myself from grinning ear to ear when he pulled out of the parking lot and made his Dodge blow all kinds of black smoke out the stacks.  
Then we went and got lunch and picked up my new bed, that I loooovvvve!  Look:


Ain't it awesome?!
Well it was all going fine when I brought it home, I fought my old bed for a hour trying to get it took apart and bout got smashed by the box springs and mattress because I didn't have any help....and yes I was being stubborn and independent and didin't ask for any help.
k anyway I drug my new bed + the rails that go with it, got the frame put together, set the box springs in it...annnnd the stupid bed frame is too wide so the box springs falls through it.  By now I'm on the verge of throwing a ring tail fit because I'm getting mad.  Soo what do I do to fix this problem?  Go get one of the 2x4s that we had used for the pool pad thing, find a hand saw and sawed and sawed and sawed and finally got two slats cut. So after all that, me and mom went and put the slats in the bed and thankfully it worked.  By then i'm ticked off and in tears because...well i don't know.  Everything bad that I could think of was on my mind and the only way that I could think to make me feel better was to bawl my eyes out.  I literally laid down on my bedroom floor and cried for 10 minutes straight. Like big time boo-hoo gasping for air crying.  Then I txted my best friend and sent like 4 texts trying to explain what was wrong.  After talking to her for a bit, I felt better but still I was on the verge of tears all evening. I  finally just went to bed and slept till 10:30 this morning.  Today's been somewhat better, got some good news this morning about my photography(I'll post bout it later!)
So hopefully I won't have the same kinda night tonight that I had last night!

And hopefully this thing with my photography will work out, I'll know in about a hour probably!

Hugs & kisses
Josie